The Beauty of the Background

Sometimes, I feel like I live in the background.

I keep the gears oiled. I make things work behind the scenes. I don't look for credit, and honestly, I wouldn’t know what to do with it if I got it. I just try to do what’s needed—and I do it quietly.

But lately, I’ve been struggling.
Struggling to find my place, to know what I’m “supposed” to do with my life.
Wondering if the small things I do matter when they go unseen.

In the world’s eyes, maybe I don’t shine.
I don’t have a loud voice or a polished résumé.
I don’t boast, because I believe in humility.
I try not to let my left hand know what my right hand is doing.

But God sees what is done in secret.
And maybe that’s enough.

“…your Father who sees what is done in secret will reward you.”
—Matthew 6:4

I’ve come to realize that being in the background isn’t a flaw—it’s a calling.
It’s the place where God refines us, strengthens us, and teaches us to serve with love instead of applause.

There’s a quiet power in showing up—again and again—for the people you love.
In listening without judgment. In holding space. In wiping down counters or wiping away tears.

And if you’ve ever felt invisible while trying to hold your world together, please know this:

You are not unseen.
You are not unworthy.
You are not failing.

God sees you.
He delights in your hidden faithfulness.
And He isn’t asking you to shout your worth.
He’s inviting you to walk closely with Him in the sacred quiet.

So today, I’m not trying to chase success or figure out my whole future.
I’m just asking, “Lord, where would You have me serve next?”
And I trust He’ll answer—one small step at a time.